I wish I had a computer all to myself

I wish I had a computer all to myself.

So that I won't disturb dad when he is asleep.
So that I won't bother him with my passion for singing anymore.
So that I will be able to surf the Net freely.
So that if no one listens to my voice, at least my computer's there to console me.
So that all my AMR files won't get onto prying hands.
So that I can be my own artiste.

So that I can find people who truly love me for who I am, and who I really yearn to be.