I believe

"If you have one person who believes in you, just ONE, you're good to go ! (And no one said that one person couldn't be yourself !)
Good luck in achieving your dreams. I sure do hope they come true, as I do mine !"
Thanks a lot to the YouthMalaysia user who posted this comment on my page. You gave me some hope to start the night.
Now, a list of people who have faith that this dream of mine will come true (at the time of writing) :

1. Annette Pretiba Singh
2. Wan Nazhatul Shima
3. Narinder Kaur

What, three only ?

Ah well, better than one. And then again, I have not talked to everyone yet. Notice that Shima is in my list : I talked to her over MSN just now and I asked her to read my story (the blue link in the guestbook section saying "The drummer's story"). Yes, it was laborious, six pages long, mostly white text, and enough to leave one's head spinning. But it was only now that she realised that I have always loved the drumbeats ever since I was a kid. My heart felt heavy when I wrote it, and my heart still feels heavy. I almost cried while talking to her.

I end the night with a short prayer : Lord, please help me to keep on believing.