2008/12/31

C'est la fin.

C’est une belle journée.
J’entremêle, et mortelle, va.


2008 has been practically the worst year I've ever lived, and good riddance to bad rubbish - now that it's finally coming to a close. I had to live through mom's hospitalisation and death, as well as the fact that syirik (or playing with the spiritual realm) is real. And it has been done on her.

It's a year which I can't turn the clock back on.
Even the fact that I passed the C1 at age 17 can't appease me right now.

Every year seems to be the same for us - the precedent years, the years to come, but they aren't. I know they aren't. I hope and pray 2009 will be much better than all those years of f*ing s* I've lived through.

2 comments:

♛ LORD ZARA 札拉 ♛ said...

Hi dearie..

perhaps the new year will bring something new for you dear.

Even I faced damn, unlucky day today. Make 2008 as a complete worse years~

Troisnyx said...

if it weren't for the 2008 election windfall and Obama's presidential victory (oh, and mom being able to listen to me playing the drums for at least twice), this was one motherf***er of a year. Good riddance to bad rubbish.