Quoting some words of comfort from a friend :
"Fine, so you mentioned their names. And so ? You didn't mean any harm to them, and that's what matters. In life, you can't please everyone. If there are people who don't understand and accept you for what you truly are, even if you've made mistakes like, three or four times, they don't deserve to be called your friends. They don't deserve to obtain your respect. Let go !"
Well, I can't possibly let go of the situation entirely, but it has helped make my conscience clearer. I truly did not mean any harm. Now, I have discovered the true purpose of blogging, and placing it in public, all thanks to that friend of mine : people go in and out reading the information and the ramblings that are contained within it. Being a blog, it has to be an opinionated recount of things. Anything, for that matter, is an opinionated account of things ! And if people can't see through the thoughts that run in my head, the stream of consciousness that springs forth, then they will most likely retaliate. And when they do this, they do not understand me.
It is through troisnyx* officiel that I have discerned for myself who my real friends are.
On another note, another friend has celebrated her birthday. I hope it's not too late to wish her... Happy and blessed birthday to you, ma petite. If you must part ways with me, then I guess, you do this for your own good, although I'd be even happier if we could walk side by side once more. Farewell.
2009/04/27
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2 comments:
uhh..
it must be hard, but she got her point there~
Oh yeah, she does. And man, it really DID make me feel a lot easier. Not like the past one month where I broke down and cried often.
It's like I said ever since the 12th of April : I'm not gonna lose. Not now.
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