It's one in the morning, experimental roleplay has just begun on Kingdom Hearts Legacy, and I'm indebted to the core team - Tipero, Siegfried and Noah - for working together with me and helping me face my darkness.
It's one in the morning, and even if I may be physically alone and dad's fast asleep, I know how much he reassures me that he loves me. I know there are friends who aren't gonna give up on me. And I know there are friends whom I have estranged over the years, whom I want to get back to. There are my teachers, whom I look up to and adore, and call "teachers" for a reason. These friends are emblazoned on gold cards in my mind. Gold, no less.
It's one in the morning, and I know I have nothing to fear because I am now fully dependent on the Holy Spirit. Whilst I was struggling to live my life, whilst I was struggling with the people around me, God spoke to me through two people I know - and I know I'm not alone anymore.
It's one in the morning, and if people do say anything, does it matter ?
I have You. And all of my friends, emblazoned on gold cards in my memory.
I have You.
I'm not gonna give up. Not now. I'm not gonna show signs of defeat. If there are tears, let them fall only when I need to be emotional. The Holy Spirit is going to guide my every thought, word and deed. This body of mine is going to be the temple of the Lord. On Easter this year, I will be a year older. Right now, I will live my life as close as possible to the way He wants me to live. And when Easter comes, I will contemplate the resurrected Lord. The times and tides have fallen right into place to teach me things that no one else may know.
The Lord is by my side, and I know I have a renewed heart and a strengthened resolve. I am going to win this battle.
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