My thoughts are still on yesterday, the hour I broke down in bed. I've been deeply discouraged not only by mom's absence, but also by dad's sweeping statements. And I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I just can't.
These are not problems, but major blockades.
If I do come back today (in the driving rain, perhaps) and I find dad at home, there goes all my hope of practising. Because he'll make those same impersonal statements which won't get me anywhere.
I'm in college now, waiting for class to begin. Adoravelle, Kimberly and Talitha are out to lunch. Nithya is right here and I don't even know if I have the heart to tell her what had become of me yesterday night, while I was alone in bed.
I still can't bring myself to believe that all that sadness started like, two posts ago.
Au secours, j'ai un souci.
5 comments:
Dear...
be patience ya?
Dont be so sad...
Sorry cant be there for you..
Hugs!
don't worry. ::hug:: the very fact that you left me a comment, that's good enough a reminder that your presence is there.
I'm here !
What can I do for you ?
I'm may be on the other side of the earth but whatever...
Just go out and play with clouds.
Get the flevor of a tiny savage flower!
Dunno...
What about your lyrics and your sound girl?
=)
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Bummer that things suck! The best solution is to seek change! I am about to do something really crazy and exciting. It's scary, but I'm going to go as far as moving country to start a new life and live it well!
Things will work out! They always have a way. See if you can find a way to help it along!
Guillaume : J'essayerai. Vous pouvez laisser les commentaires en français ; ça va !
p.s. Sympa ici ne veut pas dire « friendly »
Pasquale : I’ll reserve a little hope. There is a way, no doubt, but what IS the way ?
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