2009/01/08

What is this feeling of anticipation ?

My heart is pounding real fast.
There's a huge grin on my face.
My entire upper body feels like it's being refreshed by spring water (when in fact, it's dry).
Even as I type this message.

I know I'm anticipating something.

What is this feeling of anticipation ?

Maybe it's the anticipation of my C1 results on paper ?
Maybe it's the anticipation of being more involved in the cultural bits (for which I can provide more life) ?

Maybe it's because DK once asked me to e-mail the person who examined me, Fabienne Ricordel, and I'm not sure of what to say ?

Or something more ?

I don't know why I've got this feeling inside me.

DK sometimes says that with all those feelings welled up inside me, I've wasted a great deal of time trying to manage them. No, I'm not managing them. I'm just letting them come out as they are. And methinks it'd be a waste of my precious effort if I tell him that I'm anticipating something.

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