The childhood I used to know is long gone.
(It's clear now, isn't it ?)
Back when my speakers were working and when I had good graphic drivers, I didn't hesitate to watch Alizée's first-phase vid "Parler Tout Bas"... and I'd watch it all over again (a few snippets of the vid are shown above). "Parler Tout Bas" is meant to be about Alizée's transition from childhood to adulthood (she was sixteen when she recorded this) but to me...... just looking at the part where she buries her teddy bear, six feet under, gives me this bleak realisation that the childhood I used to know - the happy, frivolous childhood I used to have - is long gone.
And it went... the day mom was admitted in CCU. It went, never to return.
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No matter how hard we try to bury our past. It will always be there with us to guide us to a better future.
But don't think about the past too often or you will become dependant on it...
My college friend lost her mother yesterday. I cannot imagine the same thing happening to me but I know it will happen one day in the future if not tomorrow.
And I will also die one day. It's a fact none of us can escape...
Jolynn, if I go, I pray I go naturally. That'll happen by the grace of God, and nothing else.
Mom was taken away unnaturally, you should know this by now. This is why it's a bitter pill to swallow for me. Evildoers - her own parents - took her away. As much as I'm suffering to accept the fact that mom's gone, I'm still astounded by the way those whoresons made things seem so... legitimate - just three months' admission in hospital and adieu !
I'm sorry for asking but your mom was taken away unnaturally? What does that mean? I'm sorry for asking this but I'm very curious. Sorry...
=(
Meet me online and I'll tell you.
Ok. Or you can send me an e-mail of offline message if I'm not online.
facemymusic@yahoo.com
facemymusic@hotmail.com
Sorry again......
hey. no worries. I will.
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