I had a dream.

I had a dream last night. In that dream I saw mom.

But I reckon that whatever I saw, felt and heard in that dream was all from retrospect, and not even prospective. I was hoping that she would appear to me and tell me she was fine, and give me some words of wisdom. All I do remember about that dream is that we were taking mattresses and sleeping on the floor, and it was after some Christmas celebration in a huge bungalow. I do not remember what we spoke in that dream, or wherever else we went. All I do know is that it is never going to come true at anytime, because when I wake up, I have to wake up in a world without her.
Maman, je t'aime, et tu me manques.

P.S. Happy birthday Wai Loon. You have reached the initial stage of adulthood, as it were. Lots of love.